I had a really emotional bad day yesterday. I cried, cried, and then cried some more. My forehead had all these little bumps on it and I scrubbed and popped…Which I know is bad but I was at a point that I just didn't care. Now, my forehead looks red and spotty…hopeful it will heal in the next couple of days. I just had a bad breakdown yesterday but overall my bottom half of my face is looking good. My cyst that I had on my chin is almost gone and I have a red spot on my nose, a small whitehead on my lower cheek which popped basically on its own accord, but it looks good. I'm trying not to wash my face too much because it's irritating my skin, so hopefully I can cut it down to 3 times instead of 4.
I'm only sharing this much because to me when I read other people's feeling and their treatments, for one it makes me feel not alone in my skin care drama in a world where perfect skin is basically everywhere… on television, magazines, all over fb "no makeup selfies" which makes me and probably thousands of others to put it bluntly feel like absoutely shit. I am not okay with looking the way I do in regards to my skin…I am not the one to accept the old saying "it is what it is" even though I hate looking at these no makeup pictures that people post…the sad truth is that I want to have that so bad and I hate that I can't accept anything less.
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